THE GIFT BOX

This year has brought many smiles, many tears, heartache, happiness, sadness, love and the list could go one. It's one big box wrapped up in emotions. It's my gift box i give to myself for Christmas each year.

This year for me has been another year of intense growth, not only in work but also my personal life. On reflection, I have learn't more about myself this year than any other previous years. For the first time in my life I finally feel comfortable in my skin and who i am. I also ponder the question will this change? Considering this is the first time i have experienced this and secondly does everything remain the same? Of course not i say casually.  That is the beauty about life and human beings, everything in motion is constantly in a changing state. So, as humans (lucky us) we are constantly evolving, changing thought patterns, changing our belief systems, constantly working on ourselves, our relationships, etc, and the list goes on.  So much work, so much work!  I confess, life is definitely hard at times. It's the hard times that really push our boundaries, it's these moments that we have to pull out the shovel and start digging deep.  Also too, sometimes i think why can't this end? haven't i been through enough, why is this happening again. Ok, universe what is that you are trying to tell me. Haven't I learn't all the lessons???

What I have come to learn,  is that sometimes there are no answers!

Give yourself a gift box for Christmas, we all deserve one! We have all worked so hard, and its nice to have these little reminders to be kind to ourselves! To love ourselves! And sitting with just BEING!

This year has been such a big year for so many people on so many levels. At the end of the day all our stuff is a big as each others. There are no comparisons just moments of sharing and experiencing. I have been so grateful for my clients who have blessed me with the chance of knowing them.  From each other we all keep learning and growing. I feel so lucky to have been able to share the loss of my Mum with my patients. Everyone has been so amazing!

What does 2012 bring us? The invetible question. My opinion is change. I think 2012 will be a great year. This year we have been faced with many challenges on a large scale. It has been a big year! The energy is definitely shifting. Next year will be the last year we ever have a calender year 12/12/12.

I love writing and I haven't been in the head space to write about fertility. So next year lookout. I have lots of wonderful things to share and write about. I can't wait to put thoughts to paper and share with you what i know about fertility, life experiences etc.